2024-11-21

After anger

After design

I'm sad and disappointed at my generation. When I was young, younger, in my early to mid twenties, I used to look to people on the internet because of their creativity. People building online and in person comunities, meetups, ways to find art and creativity, contributing to open source, doing commedy, fixing the world in weird esoteric ways. Most of my generation technologists are now at some mid to big-sized tech company, being directors, managers.

I'm mostly angry because I feel the tech industry, capitalism, or whoever you want to blame stole the space that I had allocated and safeguarded in my life for my personal interests, my interests, and my optimism for the world. It infiltrated it and turned into 9 to 5s, corporate jobs, and nothingness."Some personal news, excited that I've joined Bonkspace, as a PM of UX, helpign to lead the car-office rental etc."

It can be that I'm simply getting older and this is nostalgia speaking, but I don't think it is.

I'm angry because I've losted years of my life. Not just in pursuit of vague goals, but also having fear.

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